Sacrifice my only begotten sleep on the altar of insomnia

Things havent been the way they where, the very perfect life had been hit by a thunder bolt. Every thing i touch turns into a lightning and hits me very hard. But still there is hope some where that every thing is going to be alright, it had been a very long time since i had been saying to my self EVERY THINGS GOINA BE ALRIGHT.

Life is messy, evry step is teaching me a new lesson. these all put to gethere - making me insomniac, but sudenly there was a day when some thing really good happend with me, I had been trying to get rid of an Insurance Recovery against me from the past 6 months, that day i recieved a mail from the reccovery agent saying the recovery actions against me had been clogged. that day made me happy and happier than ever, evry thing after that seemed to be ALRIGHT, but the altar of INSOMNIA still the same just cant sleep the whole nights, i still feel weird that i jas made this post @ 4:30am.

But still i hope every things goina be alright, soon i would get back to my daily routine.!

MY FIRST TELUGU MOVIE IN AUSTRALIA

Since the past six months in Australia i happened to watch many movies but my first telugu movie is “Em maya Chesavo”! Awesome experience wasn't planned or scheduled. Just two hours left for the show, rang up one of my friend in Sydney asked him to arrange for the tickets. It was an awesome experience not just the movie but the whole trip, we went to Sydney in one of my friends mini ford festiva a real little crap car.

But we were unlucky missed the first 15min of the show but it was really an awesome movie, i dint make me feel as it was just another telugu movie. It is kind of an arts move added with a lil spice and colour.

And this is the first time i ever saw so many telugu guys in one place, the same old cinema feel which we used to have when in India.

All thanks to Naveen who planned the trip, and Vamsi who arranged the tickets for no cost! Its just so that an Indian is very happy when he gets some thing for free, Im a true Indian i was the happiest.

The only folks we really wound, Are those we love the best.

I really feel bad about what happened between me and a friend of mine when i was in INDIA. We know each other since the past 3 ½ years, it was weird we were bond to each other because of the circumstances but eventually became very good friends. But there is no relationship where there is no misunderstanding.

We too had a few clashes and compromises but, the last time we had a clash was very complicated, very drawn-out. Either of us don’t have an Idea how it started of how it continued, I started to tease and abuse him in every way possible. He too wanted to do the same but i dint gave him a chance in any way! For sure he was a little weirdo and dumb but was a sweet ass!

I still remember the day when i gave a send off party, tried to avoid him, even at the end when i was leaving to Oz i tried to make him inferior and found a way whereby i can make him feel he was nothing for me!

But then i dint realise that i was cheating myself. After a while I am away from him i realized how important he was in my life, there is a saying “you will come to know the value of a person when he is away” This was proved true in my case.

I really do miss U CharUn and I am really sorry for all that i did.

26th Jan Australia day - the day i was almost killed

The place i live is the most happening place u could imagine in Wollongong, juts 2min walk from the city centre and 2 min walk to the Beach, as usual the day started very late woke up at 3:00 PM and had been to JOGI’s place and heard a lot from them about hot dazzling babes at the beach celebrating Aussie day, Immediately my sick mind ask me a eye feast. Went back home and asked Rasheed to come along to the beach, it was like a little mela (fair)happening down there, just as how we see in Hollywood movies gun shooting, crazy rides and yea hot babes.
After a little walk through the fair we jumped in to the sea and for sure dint go too deep in to the water, but one gigantic waves increased the depth almost twice, the same spot where i was able to reach the bottom with my feet very easily was almost three times deeper in a span of seconds. Then immediately i started to swim towards the beach but at the same time the beach seemed to be way too far coz the wave was too big and pulled me deep in Rasheed who was still very close to the beach realised that i was stuck in deep and was not safe anymore started to call for help then the second wave a much bigger wave hit us and even rasheed was pulled deep in, i somehow managed not to go still deeper by the second wave but this poor chap was totally struck not in a position to swim out, but soon all the life guards cooped him around and was trying to drag him out as he was closer to them. By then i managed to swim till the beach where i could touch the shore with my foot but i was totally stressed out and lost it there then the other waves started to drag me back in to the sea.
Then i felt this is it "Arya is dead today 10 days immediately after the birth date", those two minutes gave me a flash back of my whole life my mom, Sister, Jinns, Satti mama, Rajju mama, Buddy, Praksh Babai, friends and everyone else.
I almost swallowed half a gallon of salt water in those two minutes. Then a little hope sprout Up i saw an very old man running towards me, and started to guide me to pull my self out, but i couldn’t help it i was exhausted. He immediately jumped in and dragged to the beach and made me to puke the whole salty water, Though i was deeper and dint get any help till the very end i was out and i could see the life guards still trying to drag Rasheed Out.
Even though i was saved it took 45 to 60 min for me to recover from that stress, i was totally dizzied and i could feel my blood pumping in my head my cheeks and even in my eyes. This is like a reincarnation; i felt that i touched the footsteps of hell.



This video shows exactly How those two minutes were for me

Just an Other day!!!

since the past 22yrs this day 15th Jan had been a very special day for me my family and my friends, but here in the new Oz life this date dint make any sense, well this is the day when this Idiotic, crazy Blogger came in to existence. Since then this day had been very grand for me, but here it is just nothing.

I felt like just another day, @ 12 am of the day i felt very sad that no one realised that it is my birthday, but then I realised it is aint there fault nor my fault, Coz we are very new to each other and no one knows each other so well to remember each other’s important days.

As the day passed for my surprise my Roomies brought two cakes one to eat and other for my facial and made me glad. The morning was too not on time for me I woke up at 2pm but many of my friends in India started to ring me at first light Coz it is 12am in India and it was fastidious and drowsy, later when I got out of bed Joes my other roomy asked “its Ur birthday let’s get around and have fun” so we planned to visit one of the nearest day-tripper , on the way we picked Up Djey , Lakki and headed towards stanwell park, which is the most beautiful place u could ever imagine of its a small town between two mountains and the great Pacific Ocean, it’s just like a resort with undisclosed beach. We stayed there for a while and had great fun Joes is a student at the Sydney Film School, and were able to videotape the entire trip. Soon I would upload the video too.

Tough it was my birthday i felt as another day passed Coz dis is how our days pass In Australia, these short trips with friends are most common for us, but every trip is Unique by itself.

But there is something which was bothering me all the day, this girl who is a very good friend and a very special person in my life dint even wish me, but any way we have to come over everything!! That is the way of life!!

Way Toooo Long Break

strted to feel like i have done a sin,,, its just so that i dint make any post's in the last three months!! well its not coz i dint want to, but its just that i couldn't. Ne way, its time i could say that i have a lil peace of mind here in Australia after 3months of arriving here,

I have way too many issues to tell u guys but its just so that this is aint the proper time,, coz i need to phrase them tile them and even paint them a lil. It feels as if i was in INDIA yesterday, time just went on like nothing. Im at the end of the spring session just gave one final exam on last saturday kept academic consideration of the one yesterday and gt to give an other one on monday....

im seriously sorry for those guys who used to read mah blog, mah Dairy, Mah life!! that i havent been Updating!!!

a very important day 15-07-09

My senses my anger my time my life!! every thing run out of my control i cant even focus on reading a lil article or even to stirr a cup of milk, in waiting for my VISA but now i feel dat I'm restored, all my life is back in mah hand today Coz dis is the day wen i got mah!!!

My apologies to my followers and my readers, dat i dint make Ne Updates for a long while!! But as soon as i land in to AUSTRALIA IL start blogging again!!!